Divorce, Endings, and Healing (PT.2) - Final Goodbye
I want to preface with: "life can be so fucking cruel and hard, and I've wanted to quit living it so many times, but then moments like these remind me that happiness isn't some permanent thing we're all trying to achieve in life, it's merely a thing that shows up every now and then, sometimes in tiny doses that are just substantial enough to keep us going." I know I wrote a blog about my divorce. In that, I was strongly held to a belief of not wanting to erase my relationship: good, bad, and ugly. Because it brought me to where I am today which is beautiful, most of the time. And while the post stands true then... a few things have evolved. Healing most definitely isn't linear and whoever once nudged us into that belief is a jackass. It is FAR from the truth. It is messy. I mean down right horrendously disastrous. My healing journey has taken more out of me than any other battle I've fought. This particular post is just that. I spent an hour and a hal...